2010-01-01T19:33:00.000-08:00

So Here it is as it stands, My 2010 New Years Resolution : To Find A Man That Really Is A Man.

Now i know there are plenty of women out there who will completely understand where im coming from , But if you dont heres a recap of how things have been for me in the love department....

*My first real love who i have a child with - Slept with and dated my sister and also got her pregant... Now whenever he finds out i have a boyfriend he wants to make my life hell.

*I have dated compulsive liars , Who lie about what they eat for breakfast as well as everything else in there warped lives.

* Drug addicts who in there mindset "dont have a problem" but cant hold down jobs so steal and commit crimes to feed there daily habbits.

* A guy who was great at the begining , so we got engaged , then decided that me having a black eye went great with my engagement ring and the other brusies on my body , i had a child with this charmer.

* A guy who's job is more important than anything else.

* Numerous guys that all of a sudden forget how to use there cell phones.

* And another one that thought it was flattering to ask me if i was a call girl.

* One that was married, but hey he said that us hooking up was ok.

NOW I CAN GO ON WITH PLENTY MORE BUT IM SURE YOU GET MY DRIFT......

All i want is a guy i can grow to love, one with who the conversation just flows and when he kisses me thats it im done. I dont want him to b home all the time i want him to go out with the boys, and have his own life but i want him to be mine at the end of the day.....

So here i am posting this to the world, BEGGING for advice when i need it and and a kick up the ass when im going in the wrong direction.

Trying to make it happen 4 2010